I have been roaming.

[tuulia]

I've been writing all this time, but nothing I wanted to show except to a select few. I've been missing writing for a goal, of producing something I'd want to keep. Hence the sudden return to activity on this account. 

I admit I am struggling to write now, even the things that have been making me happy in the meanwhile. I am spending more time worrying about not writing than I have been actually writing. There will be a crossroads coming up in my life. Either I commit to writing in a new way or give it up more completely than ever before... or continue to languish in the crossroads, unable to move in either direction. 

I can't even promise I will keep you posted. We'll see how things turn out.